18.1.03
just came back from westmall..quite sian and tired. but still have to do hw...i'm getting so lazy manz...i think it's thanks to the sch holidays...once i lose my momentum for studying, i'll never start again...haha...i wonder when i'll shake out of this mess and get to work...i hope it's real soon man..Os this year.. :( get these lazy worms outta my body! [note: i'm too lazy to even change the colour of my fonts]
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just came back from grandparents' dinner...was so full...but had great fun. took photos with my cousins. realli love them. there was this man who was celebrating his 80 yrs b'dae at the restaurant too...[half the restaurant booked for him]...and his grandchildren i reckon, are all so good-looking!! juz that they all lack the height la..the guys are so shuai..the girls are so chio...so i kinda kept staring at that table la..haha..can't control my eyes...and there's this butch whom i realli thought was a guy at first...and she kept staring back at us for staring at their table...haha...her butt was quite big la..so that gave her away...and to confirm her gender, we waited outside the toilet and she came out from the ladies la...haha..so boliao...juz came back from the dinner..it's almost 10:30pm now..supposed to go to my grandparents' place...but my sis and i too sleepy..[quite duh la..after the telematch today]...so i come home lor..but i juz had to come online and check email and blog la...before i sleep...somehow that has to come in as part of my routine these couple of dayz. i cannot wait to go to sch. dying to see daph and yash...i've got lots of feelings to express but i dunno how to get started..and where to get started.
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17.1.03
heyz...had guides telematch today. was quite great fun...i mean, we have been waiting for this day since sec 1...the idea of torturing the dearest juniors is just too hard to resist. haha. i'm so sadistic. after telematch, interviewed some of the sec 1s...some of them are awfully quiet and some of them are so cute..haha...can't help it mann, even though i'm the so-anti junior type..but some of them really look so young and innocent. glad for rachel..managed to squeeze her way in despite all the obstacles she faced during her cca allocations. hmmz..i'm quite glad...cos i managed to push my tuition to next week. feeling so restless and lethargic now, after all the mess this morning...plus this evening going to celebrate my grandparents' birthdays...wad a solemn and filial act. haha.
to yash...eh, i realli forgot what i mailed you in the email leh...haha..i think it was quite some time ago mebbe..but well, when i read your blog, i almost teared also la...just that the tear sacs [or wadever they're called] managed to drain the tears back in...dunno y i felt so emotional also. aniwaez, i still can't see the similarities between adrian mole's diaries and my blog, ahah. aniwaez, ya, mebbe that's why i enjoy sue townsend's books so much, as in, can really relate to what she writes lor. fantastic la...the way she can write like a teenager.
felt so horrible last night...haix, i'm not too sure why also. daph too. hope everything's all peaceful and well next week~ to yash, thks for going online, really needed that. i think last night made all of us stronger in one way or another.
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having mixed feelings now. i'm feeling contented as to what happened today..abt every single thing [including phy lab lesson which usually turns out to be a disaster but today was an exception]...but at the same time, i'm kinda not satisfied, well, i'd say im greedy la, i just keep expecting more and more. haix. those who don't understand what i'm saying...sorry. the feeling's kinda inexplicable. haix. for the whole time there's onli one thing on my mind. it's just so infuriating la, how a person can go on thinking and thinking and missing and missing another person. had chinese extra lesson today...ended at 3:30..but waited for yashira till 4:30..she didn't turn up so i left. hmmz...dun realli have much regrets abt that though. somehow i feel that altho i'm so damn impatient regarding some things, but when it comes to waiting for ppl...esp frenz, i can wait very long la. if it weren't that late...4:30, i would probably have waited for another half hr. feeling very moody now. need someone to tok to. if any kind soul reads this between 18:30 to 20:00...dun mind can call me la...cos there's this huge thing bothering me.
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16.1.03
lalala....i'm sooo happy today, haha. for some special reason ;)
i'm just too buoyant now so i can't settle down and do any hw...so i've decided not to do the phy tys...and yes, it shall remain undone till monday. hehehe. how i wish i could pen down my happy thoughts here in this blog now..but i guess the whole feeling will be destroyed once it's written. it's just magical la...haha..okay, i think yashira's going to roll her eyes out upon seeing this. tml there's phy lab period...i think going to mati liao...tan tze yong is super freaky and me being so dumb in prac work is so freaked out by him. i dread fridays for that reason onli. oh yah, and mass run too. otherwise, fridays are perfect..cos it's the weekend!! :) and there's lit, haha...love it compared to other subs. esp ms azlin...very cute. nothing to say liao. hope tml's as beautiful as today~
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15.1.03
today had horrendous mood swings...or rather mood swing. haix...it's sth that i dun wish to explain. during recess something very stupid happened...haix, it was clumsiness on my part as well...in the canteen, i was talking to yashira and when i turned around, my elbow knocked into a girl's drink [which was on a tray]....at least i knocked down one la, and not all...haha...ya, but so maluating la..everybody was staring...k, that was the greatest amount of attention i'd received in the day, haah! so paiseh lor..then i asked the girl whether she wanted my milo la..cos i spilt hers...*sobz*...but she say no need...then it's like...she may be juz saying no need out of politeness lor...so damn awkward...then i just had to go off lor. but she seemed realli sincere in her "no need" ...so i guess things should be fine, haha. but guess who's in the queue of the drink stall? hmmz...amy....k lor. best liao. my face all throw finish liaoz. haix. so that was the end of the disaster at the drink stall. but my mood swing followed la...haha...so okay, i was damn buay song with everything and everyone. so fed up lor. [eh, but it's for a particular reason la...not for nothing wan kiez?] then mrs aw nvr come for lesson. her timing damn good...cos i needed that two periods to ease my anger, haha. usually if got free periods i'd rather spend the time talking and talking to daph and yash lar, but this time, instead of that, i preferred to absorb myself into work and miraculously i finished quite a lot of hw la..including the ss essay within that hour. okay, so after that hour, my mood was back to normal. thank goodness. damn apologetic to daphne and yashira la...haha...cos they're always the prime victims of my mood swings...at least during this entire week. sorry mann. and daphne, happy birthday!! sorry this had to happen on this fateful day, haah, not that i meant to.. :) came home with jiayi, for the 2nd time since sch reopened...best liao lor....jiayi's really a bz woman with an extremely tight schedule..and the bus took damn long to come..great mann...all these in a day. pathetic.
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12.1.03
had a dreary and boring day today, i feel as if i'm going into hibernation just like the animals in winter, always feeling so lethargic and sleepy. haha. wad a comparison, but anyway, ya, i dun feel like studying and doing any work, and i'm having tremendous and disastrous mood swings, so friends, beware. it's probably pms though, haha. going for jay concert tonight. dunno whether it'll be nice...i'll probably be half-asleep tml for lessons...oh boy...and lessons end at 3:30. but it's also good that i'll be half-asleep so that i won't be yakking away in class so much...another reason why it's going to be a dreadful day tml...can't go home with the non-lit ppl. sianz~ at least there's yashira :|
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